The voices in my head, Are Legendary.....

Attention! Attention!

 How are we perceived?

 Do we even care?

I have many moods to match the

 emotions of the presence I am in.

I am often the odd one out.

Seeing in Grey not 

Black 'n White.

I root for the underdog.

Pray for the forgotten.

Forgive those that do

not forgive me.

Give a million and

one chances.

Hold true to the moment I am in.

Heart breaks and none the wiser.

My pain is my pain to bare.

Most assume to know,

The Real me.

But how could that be?

I do not even know

who I should be.....

All I do know is,

The voices in my head,

Are Legendary.

And they are the only ones
that know,


the Real Me.

Until Next Time,

~It is what it is~

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My Angel is in a Headlock.......

"My new year's resolution, yeah
Is to choke out my illusions, yeah
And cut through the confusion, yeah"

So, now that you have decided to face your Illusions, how's it going?

"My angel is in a headlock"

When one digs deep into what makes them tick, it can be like a war going on inside ourselves.

"Open me up and watch the dogs fight"

The person we love, played us.

The person who we thought had our back, was the one that stabbed us.

The career we longed for, only to realize, we were just used as a tool.

"Oh keep on digging deep, keep digging deep"

The many other "things" that we harbor deep inside our being, just stewing there. That is why we created the Illusion, of our known reality, in the first place.

"Get back up and take another shot,

Oh you never need luck, when you never stop"

It is hard work. You have to accept the reality of which you buried. Don't Stop. Believe in yourself. You have too. You have no choice. You started this road, remember? You want this.

"Start ticking to a new clock"

Anything worth being, is worth putting in the work. Take the time. One demon at a time. It took you years to bury everything. Be patient with yourself. You so got this!!!

"Five senses and a brain to move me"

One never knows who, where, how, or what will inspire us to keep going. Just know this is not the end, it is just the beginning.

Until Next Time,

~It is what it is~

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I am not a cranky bitch......

We are all guilty of having illusions.

Thoughts or ideas, that we want to happen a certain way, that thought, becomes our illusion.

The dictionary defines an illusion as:

"a thing that is or is likely to be wrongly perceived"

Regardless, what the circumstances are, we want this illusion to be so real that, we simply lose sight of what is not real. It is more than wanting things to turn out the way we want. It is believing things are how we want.

Our reasoning, more than likely, stems from a place of good. 

I think that is why we get so sadden when the reality sets in and we can no longer deny what we envisioned, is non-existent.

Time makes us wiser. A little bit less hopeful and a lot more realistic.

I think it is sad. Period. Another thing to get over and deal with.

Another lesson in life that we must learn from.

We have the choice to continue to live in a fake world filled with illusions or Keep it real.

Keeping , "Life" real, can make us happy.

Life is harsh. It doesn't always work out the way we want it to.

I wanted this to happen turns into, this should of happened.

I am tired of getting the short end of the stick.

Screw you, this is not fair. Next thing you know, you are a cranky bitch.

Let it go. Easier said than done, I know.

I also know that it can be done. It can be done.

I would rather be sad for a few moments of my life, than let it turn me into something I am not. No life is not fair all the time.

We choose to be a realist, who accepts life as it is. OR

We choose to be an illusionist who is a cranky bitch.

It is your life.






Until Next Time,
~It is what it is~




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I was told my vagina looked good......

Where else does one get to sit, wait, and be extremely aware of their body image? The doctors office. That is where.

We should embrace the image we see in the mirror. Grey? Red head? No wrinkles? Wrinkles? Etc.....you get the point.

I was at the obgyn office today. Yeah, that exam..

Well, I was told that, my vagina and surrounding area looked good.

LOOKED. GOOD.

I was like, what?

Then a part of me was like, yeah, you know it, and then I was like...Wait....What??!!

So on the drive home I was thinking about the saying, "Beauty is only skin deeep."

Then, why do we mainly used that perspective to decide how beautiul we are???!!

Why do we forget about our inside? Why do we allow ourselves to be judged by outter beauty?

It gives us an extra pep in our step when we get that compliment.

It has to stop. We cannot expect society to change our judgement of beauty, if we continually support it.

Stop liking peoples selfies, stop complementing the person in the outfit, and start saying, who you are is what makes you a beautiful person.

Stop asking, "Do I look good?"

We need to be focused on our actions and how they make us feel. When true beauty shines within us, is when it is seen by others.

Stop the perspective, with the action of change.

The next time you look in the mirror, look deeply. Past the clothes and skin.

A good person, IS, the most beautiful person in the world.

Shouldn't that be our societal perspective??




Until Next Time,
~It is what it is~

GOOD FOR YOU.......

Good for you, you fooled everyone...

Good for you, you owe no one....


Monsters. We all have them. 

What is your Monster?

Take another drag or hit? A shot?
Count your likes? Another one night stand? Selfie? Add another layer to your mask? Just one more bite? Use people? Lie? Put others down?

We believe that we have them under control. When in fact, they are controlling us. 

You know how to stop. How to let it go. How to reach out for help.

Being able to control the monster inside us, is a daily and sometimes, moment to moment deal.

The trick is to love ourselves more, than the Monster itself. Honesty, will sooth the Monster.

Believe YOU can quiet the Monster inside and YOU will. Moment to moment. Day to day.

What other choice do you have?

Good for you, you love Nobody....

YEAH, MY MONSTERS ARE REAL....

THEY'RE TRAINED HOW TO KILL.....


You just didn't realize it was, YOU, they were killing.....

Good for you.....


Until Next Time,
~It is what it is~






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It's Time.....

Stop stalling. Get Up. Get Up.

If you are not talking about it, than that is part of the problem. How can you move forward?

We are often the cause of our own problems. We choose to ignore, deny, and pretend they don't exist.

But we know differently. We are bothered by this thing and it causes us to become clouded when viewing everything else going on in our life.

Reach out to who will listen. Who is your person? The person who you can say whatever to?

Get up and get it out.

Sometimes you are wrong and sometimes you are right. We can become boastful when we are right.

Why not when we are wrong????

Stop clinging on to life.....

Get up and get moving on.....


Until Next Time,
~It is what it is~



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Walk Alone....

I am exhausted. It has been a wicked long week at work. Short staffed, means long work days for me.

It got to me this week. I kinda questioned everything that I have been working for up to this point, career wise. Ya know?

I am the strong one. The one that has the answers. And I let it get to me.

The doubts, frustration of the system, and let my tiredness, over take my thoughts.

I saw this quote. I spoke with my bff.

I get it now. It is ok to have a set back. To question what the hell we are doing, from time to time.

I lost sight of the bigger picture for me.

I forgot that there are going to be good days and bad days. Even when there seems to be many bad days in a row.

Bad days end. Cycles run themselves through and life goes on.

Nobody has the same exact walk. Nobody.

Nobody gets the same result.

We are all unique.

We are walking towards something.

How we get there, will be different for us all.

We learn differently.

So, if you are in a cycle, just remember that,

this IS your journey. Only, You, alone, can do it.

Until Next Time,
~It is what it is~