The voices in my head, Are Legendary.....

Attention! Attention!

 How are we perceived?

 Do we even care?

I have many moods to match the

 emotions of the presence I am in.

I am often the odd one out.

Seeing in Grey not 

Black 'n White.

I root for the underdog.

Pray for the forgotten.

Forgive those that do

not forgive me.

Give a million and

one chances.

Hold true to the moment I am in.

Heart breaks and none the wiser.

My pain is my pain to bare.

Most assume to know,

The Real me.

But how could that be?

I do not even know

who I should be.....

All I do know is,

The voices in my head,

Are Legendary.

And they are the only ones
that know,


the Real Me.

Until Next Time,

~It is what it is~

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My Angel is in a Headlock.......

"My new year's resolution, yeah
Is to choke out my illusions, yeah
And cut through the confusion, yeah"

So, now that you have decided to face your Illusions, how's it going?

"My angel is in a headlock"

When one digs deep into what makes them tick, it can be like a war going on inside ourselves.

"Open me up and watch the dogs fight"

The person we love, played us.

The person who we thought had our back, was the one that stabbed us.

The career we longed for, only to realize, we were just used as a tool.

"Oh keep on digging deep, keep digging deep"

The many other "things" that we harbor deep inside our being, just stewing there. That is why we created the Illusion, of our known reality, in the first place.

"Get back up and take another shot,

Oh you never need luck, when you never stop"

It is hard work. You have to accept the reality of which you buried. Don't Stop. Believe in yourself. You have too. You have no choice. You started this road, remember? You want this.

"Start ticking to a new clock"

Anything worth being, is worth putting in the work. Take the time. One demon at a time. It took you years to bury everything. Be patient with yourself. You so got this!!!

"Five senses and a brain to move me"

One never knows who, where, how, or what will inspire us to keep going. Just know this is not the end, it is just the beginning.

Until Next Time,

~It is what it is~

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I am not a cranky bitch......

We are all guilty of having illusions.

Thoughts or ideas, that we want to happen a certain way, that thought, becomes our illusion.

The dictionary defines an illusion as:

"a thing that is or is likely to be wrongly perceived"

Regardless, what the circumstances are, we want this illusion to be so real that, we simply lose sight of what is not real. It is more than wanting things to turn out the way we want. It is believing things are how we want.

Our reasoning, more than likely, stems from a place of good. 

I think that is why we get so sadden when the reality sets in and we can no longer deny what we envisioned, is non-existent.

Time makes us wiser. A little bit less hopeful and a lot more realistic.

I think it is sad. Period. Another thing to get over and deal with.

Another lesson in life that we must learn from.

We have the choice to continue to live in a fake world filled with illusions or Keep it real.

Keeping , "Life" real, can make us happy.

Life is harsh. It doesn't always work out the way we want it to.

I wanted this to happen turns into, this should of happened.

I am tired of getting the short end of the stick.

Screw you, this is not fair. Next thing you know, you are a cranky bitch.

Let it go. Easier said than done, I know.

I also know that it can be done. It can be done.

I would rather be sad for a few moments of my life, than let it turn me into something I am not. No life is not fair all the time.

We choose to be a realist, who accepts life as it is. OR

We choose to be an illusionist who is a cranky bitch.

It is your life.






Until Next Time,
~It is what it is~




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